Better brace yourself cause this is going to be a big surprise… I’ve never been more depressed in my life.. -________-
I swear i don’t know what i want Tristan was right, as soon as i got what i wanted i don’t want it anymore. It’s annoying as fuck. Facebook says we’re happy and everything is perfect but in all honestly it fucking sucks. I think i was just jealous of Lauren having T.A so i was like ” maaaaan i gotta fuck that shit up” threw Anthony away like it was nothing… so i don’t know how i feel about him. i mean id rather be with him then T.A and every fucking day Mr.Retana reminds me why i just cant make this work.
Soooo slowly but surly ima break up with T.A and im going to just be alone. Cause i have no idea what i want. Fuck it, ima fuck bitches and get money. How hard can that be? #sexaddict